How true is this? As for me, i would only agree to a certain extend. I bet all the girlfriends' whose boyfriend are stuck in NS, there'll be this 'period' of time that will be thinking of this....Eventually i'll get used to it, and yes i did, but that doesn't mean i won't miss him like hell whenever we're apart. Every book in always feels like the first day of enlistment, the monday blues that we can't avoid - the beginning of a long week.

The moment when we needed our boyfriends most is when girls meet trouble. The squeezing of bus & train are the most annoying and helpless moment. We always hoping boyfriends would be at our side helping, advicing and protecting us. However, when there's things happened, when they get to read our messages, its always too late already. (Guys, especially my boyfriend, i'm not blaming you as its not your fault, i know.)

This is when the thought of 'hoping you're around' will run pass my mind. Awww, I got to stay positive and be independence!

I don't know, but, this week is really a bad week for me. It's feels like i havent see my boy for weeks, i can't even remember his hairstyle now. To make things worse, he's having guard duty this saturday and we can't even spend our Friday night fruitfully. The latest time we can spend together is like till 9 plus as he need to tuck in early? I don't know why i'm so emo, probably due to the pre & post pms?

I know my boyfriend is trying to stay strong for me or should i say for the both of us. The amount of trust that he have to put in when he's inside, tolerating my moodswing, I hope its not killing him slowly. I'm trying hard to stay strong too.

Okay, i shall stop my nonsense now. Have a nice weekend! (: