When you walk in my life, I hope you never walk out ♥

2011-04-25T10:12:00.002+08:00

2011-04-18T13:07:00.000+08:00

2011-03-17T13:53:00.014+08:00

Last Saturday, i'm supposed to visit my company clinic for medical check-up. All was nicely planned by bf and i but well done, i left the letter in my office! =x I left the office happily to meet bf's parents to go and fetch him at Joo Koon MRT.

Our next plan was to SIM OPEN HOUSE' 2011. We're supposed to reach there by 11:30am, however, my clever bf went to off the alarm when it rang at 10am. In the end, both of us woke up at 10:40am and rushed to prepare. Luckily bf's dad came back and drove us there. :D The purpose of rushing down was because we wanted to attend the talks conducted by UOL's & RMIT's lecturers and students. I would say it was a pretty fruitful trip but caused me even more headache at the same time. Every courses that they're providing seems interesting and i want to learn something that will make me good in future. I think i'll say no to RMIT due to the presentation and projects. I don't know. This is really my first time did so much "homework" on something. :D Great improvement right? (:

Next, we went bugis and searched for bf mum's present. We got her a DKNY watch and bf's dad told me that she liked it alot. That's the purpose of getting a present for someone right, knowing that she's happy, everything is worthwhile. :D By the way, we celebrated her birthday in advanced at a Japanese Restaurant in Riverview Hotel - Irodori. Bf's family is their regular customer as their food is really fresh and nice.

We actually wasted alot of Sunday's time using laptop, watching tv at home. We finally decided to get our ass off them around 2pm and got ourselves prepared to head out. (:

DRIVE DRIVE DRIVE & HERE WE ARE! ((:

After this two weeks of swimming, i'm sure i'm getting a little darker now. I can see tan lines on my thigh and arms now. :D Oh, and my photos without make-up really CMI. =x

There's one last thing i want to share about. After our dinner on Sunday, we passed by a CD shop and this video by Jay Chou caught by attention. I THINK ITS DAMN AWESOME!

2011-03-10T17:45:00.004+08:00

I saw this when i logged in bf's facebook. =x I quickly logged out his, excitedly login-ed mine, searched for his buddy's name but i can't like the post. Awww, mad disappointed.

Although i've received this Super Good News last week but i'm still feeling mad happy when i saw this post. xD

Yes, my bf got himself a SILVER BAYONET! (:

Feeling happy for my boy too? LOVE THIS POST THEN!!! :D

HAHAHAHAHA! CIAOS~! :D

2011-03-08T16:00:00.006+08:00

Last Saturday, bf and i spent our whole afternoon staying at home watching movies on scv. I would say.... time like this was pretty nice and relaxing. (: Around evening time, we decided to move our ass out of the house. We headed to plaza singapura to have our Itacho craving. There's queue however still reasonable. BUT!!! When we ordered our favourite salmon with soy sauce, they told us its sold out! Why didn't they pasted "sold out" on the board?!? If i knew it, i wouldn't have waste my time q-ing. ):

From the photo, can tell we're the salmons' lovers! (: Their grilled salmon was awesome-licious. The feeling of it melting in your mouth. We had their grilled pork, tempura prawns, octopus and live prawn sushi. xD I find it really cheap and worth dining there.

Little note for my readers, when you're ordering salmon... Do not order all at one time. Split a few times, you may get a even better parts when they serve you the next time round. You never know right. :D *My golden plate salmon was so much better than the red ones and has got lesser wasabi!*

Next, we went to catch "No Strings Attached". I was shocked that their seats' handle can be lifted up and became couple seats. Initially i was kind of reluctant to watch at plaza singapura as i was worried about their seating, however they proved me wrong. Not bad! (: Back to the movie, its a funny show and indeed a pair of funny couple. However, i felt pretty awkward at the beginning as one person sitting behind me was making sound effect when they're "inserting". If you watched it, you will know what i'm talking about. hahahaha!

Sunday was really an enjoyable day.

We had our brunch at Just Acia @ Downtown East. Their food - not bad, affordable with free flow ice cream, coffee, soft drinks (floats). What i like most was ... i can make my own free flow root beer float when other places are like selling $3.++ for a cup. xD

The main purpose for going all the way down is Wild Wild Wet! Its my second time swimming with bf. hahaha~! Bf was kind of irritating at times. He threw me alone floating at the wave pool! I was so afraid that the wave would pushed me beyond the line and unable to save me in time. It was because bf made it sounded so scary, he told me it was restricted as all the machinery was there to produce the wave. Rawrrrr ~

Ciaos~ (:

2011-03-04T15:51:00.003+08:00

I MISS ALL MY GIRLFRIENDS! )":

Someone please kindly plan! I'm dying to see you guys!

Ms Cher? Ms Low? Ms Lee? Ms Ang? Ms Tan? Ms Ooi?

Anyone? (:

2011-03-01T17:10:00.000+08:00

I realised i've not posted anything on how i spent my valentine's day for year 2011. (: How can right? I can't waste my bf's effort. xD Actually it was an advanced celebration for Vday and our 9th month anniversary as my bf would not be around on both the actual days.

On a side note, it's was our 2nd year celebrating Vday together. Year 2010 Valentine's Day, we're still friends and its was our first time meeting up. (: However, the purpose of that meet up was to get notes from me to prepare for our final examinations. We met up on the CNY eve and settled down at one MacDonalds near my place.

Alright back to topic. Before our celebration, we went to my colleague's house to bai nian. We had our lunch and black jack session started. Luckily bf managed to win a little, although not enough to cover his expenses for the celebration. xD Ended our bai nian with phototaking. Wahahahaha!

♥ My Best Colleagues ♥

Next, we ran some errands to get his stuff done like meeting friends to get and passed things. He also went to do some last-minute shopping while i car watching. He even blindfolded me and bring me to the next destination.

It was actually Bottle Tree Village, the one near Sembawang. I always wanted to go there and take a photo with the bottle tree as i find it very cute. However, the tree there is kind of disappointing. Its too small!!! I shall go Yishun's Bottle Tree some other time to take a look. Hopefully it wont be another disappointing trip. (:

We had our dinner at a place nearby. Bf actually made a reservation beforehand. He's totally too sweet. He actually thought of this place as he wanted to try something that we never had before yet not at town area as it's would be crowded. The food is nice however, its not a place to go often because of the pricing. We had their MUST-TRY buffalo's wings. We ordered level one as i'm not a spicy person, however i think we can order their level two next time. :D I think they have up to Level 10! GOODNESS! I wonder how will it taste like and who will try it. I think just one bite, my lips gonna become red hotdog. :D Oh, we ordered pork ribs for sharing too.

We headed off to Woodlands Waterfront. Initially i thought he just wanna take a stroll there after the dinner. However, he suggested to sit on the grass thus i started to wonder what is he coming out with. He asked me to look in front however i can hear him hitting the light sticks and TA-DA!!!!!!

Bf actually bought the bear and did the card during one of his nightsout in January. He lied to me saying he had night lectures and went to help up the store thats why he called me at a much later time. The bear was actually hidden in his grandma's room and car boot. Actually i kind of spoilt his plan as i went to open the car boot way beforehand as i wanted to keep my things behind. OPPPS! i didn't mean it. HAHAHAHAHAH!

Seriously, i really enjoyed myself that day! I never felt so loved by someone before. I believed i've finally found my Mr. Right and that's him, the guy in the photo, Xavier Aw Wee Theng. (: Definitely i hope i'm his Miss. Right too. *PRAYING HARD*

*you may click on the images for clearer & bigger version*

Ciaos~! (:

2011-02-28T17:18:00.001+08:00

true enough. :D

2011-02-15T16:52:00.003+08:00

Hahahahaha! Creative~! :D
*omg, i think i'm treating my bs as tumblr now... No choice, i don't wish to give up my bs bcos of my recent good memories.*

2011-02-15T16:13:00.005+08:00

i want a boy who would shove ice cream in my face, who would wrestle with me, who shows me off to his friends and family, who treats me with respect, who would call me at four in the morning just to tell me he can’t stop thinking about me, who sings to me even if he can’t. A boy who could break my heart, but would never ever dream of it.

2011-02-15T15:54:00.002+08:00

A husband and wife were trying to set up a new password for their computer. Her husband put ‘mypenis’ and the wife fell on the ground laughing cause it said, “Error. Not long enough.”

(Source: turningchapters)

HAHAHAHAHAH! This is funny! :D

2011-02-07T16:00:00.007+08:00

♥ HAPPY BUNNY YEAR, EVERYONE! ♥

My CNY for 2011 was great! (: I've spent it with all my love ones - my family, BB and his family.

CNY's eve, i went home after work to help out my mum & sis. When I was resting and looking at the gifts that my brother bought for us from US, my sis said that my mum bought the wrong mushroom. Thus, i went last minute shopping at NTUC w/ my sister. I can only say... you put us together, we can do all sort of things or should i say bad things? LOL! But, its funny! (: This year reunion dinner was fatabulous too. My mum cooked two soup base for us, one was chicken and the other was Tom Yum. How awesome right?!? Bcos my house got two kids, thus tom yum soup was in another bowl, basically all adults just cooked the food with chicken soup and dipped it into our Tom Yum soup! It still taste awesome. (: Ohya, we had "lo hei" before the dinner too. My mum just bought the sauces and those sides and she sliced all the vegetables herself. My mum is da best! Most importantly, we talked alot during this reunion dinner. ME LOVE! (:

After dinner, i'm being forced to mop the floor. -.- My back nearly die on me, luckily she recognised me. LOL! BB came to look for me when i was doing my nails. Just nice, i need him to be my hands to do the packing. We took quite long to finish packing & head off to his god-parents' house. We went temple together w/ them. It's our first time going temple on the first day of CNY. Isn't it nice to pray for our families on the first day of CNY like how others did? New experience, me like though its smokey. (:

BB's dad fell sick on Chu yi, we accompanied him to the clinic & we stayed at home to ensure that he's fine before we go visiting. Yeah, it's my first year went visiting w/ BB! His mum's side is really complicated, his uncle even came to me trying to explain to me their family tree. LOL! All his relatives is very friendly & nice.

Every year, they will have a cousins' gathering or should i said drinking session. This year it was held at St James PowerHouse. (: BB brought me along. All their cousins super onz and high! I think there were 20 plus of them & drank around 10 bottles? Even BB's uncle and auntie came, so bonding can! (: LIKE IT! You all can check it out from my facebook for more photos.

♥ Jean girl, Me & BB aka Jean boy ♥

♥ Ice, BB, Jean & Me ♥

Seriously, i have no idea when i went 'blurred', just had a few here and there images in my mind. LOL! & as usual, i've gotten myself 3 blue black on my left and right thigh and one of my arm. Some even worst, got photos as evidence yet i don't know when i took it. Like this two...

I didnt know why they forced me to drink.. Was it because i played games with them?

Beats me! xD

I can't rmb when i took this too. GOD~ LOL!

The rest of the week was quite peaceful as compared to chu yi! Chu er went my uncle's house for visiting and went back my home to sleep as we're not fully recovered from the hangover? LOL!

Last but not least, I HATE POST CNY! His book-in and my back to work. ):

When's the next PH? Awwwww~

2011-02-01T16:55:00.002+08:00

Life is unpredictable. It often won't go the way you want it to be. It depends on how you see it and how you going to face it. However, it really requires alot of courage to motivate yourself to move on.

There's something that will keep increasing and can never decrease, that's age. Sometime, i hope i could just stop at the age of 18 whereby i can still depend on my family, problem-free or maybe i should say ignoring it. But, DREAM ON! Now, at the age of 21 - in the working life. I'm no longer a kid, looking forward to Chinese New Year. As i've started working, preparing ang bao for parents became a MUST, paying for goodies and other necessities. Getting ang bao for extra allowances is not my thing anymore. It has became getting ang bao to cover out the big hole in the pocket. I've to pray hard that the ang bao that i've collected is enough to cover and no loss please. I think working adults looking for... is BONUS instead of ang bao. CNY seems to be a normal day to pass by that's all, probably a week to allow me to spend more time with my boyfriend.

& Yes... I'm not entitled to the bonus because i'm a contract staff. See, no extra income yet have to spend more. Now, my colleagues... probably didn't realised i'm just sitting at the back. They're talking about how fabtabulous their bonus are, how great is the medical benefits for this year. Who can understand my feeling, nyone? What's worse, probably my parents didn't know i've no bonus too. What's wrong with my life?

I'm a dumb-ass! Months ago, i remembered my sis, brother, sis-in-law kept asking me to look for a perm job to get the 13th month. My answer is always... "Oh, they're extending me!"and "but i enjoyed working here, all the colleagues are very nice to me"

To be exact, i think i'm just lazy to look for a job, i'm lazy to do up resume, i'm afraid of going interview, i'm afraid of new faces, i'm scared of new environment and i'm afraid that new colleagues aren't going to be as friendly. Okay, i guess you all can see that i'm someone afraid of changes.

Initially, i thought i'm perfectly fine without all those medical benefits, dental benefits or even bonus, as long as the people treats me good and its worth staying for. I thought leave and medical leave is the only things that i need. However, when time comes by.. i actually can't. Seeing them happily taking their bonus is the worst day in my whole working life. Having medical leave and leave pro-rated isn't making my working life any better - a 3 days leave and 4 days medical leave for this 3 months contract.

Maybe it's time for me to grow up. Its time for me to be independence, stand up and start running.

Before i can start running, i'm facing another major problem. What industry should i go for. Tough thing right, i know. I'm really stressed! The moment i start thinking, i feel like i'm gonna break down anytime. Let's pray hard & wish me luck then! Oh, my colleague just informed me that my company is employing again - a position that i can consider.

Tell me, HOW TO ENJOY MY CNY?!?

Haha! On an unrelated note, Huihuan darling cheer-ed me up! (:

HuiHuan says:
Yep, wont. Must have faith n trust in yourself!
I still waiting for u n his wedding. Hahaha. engagement also can. Hahah

FUNNY RIGHT?!? LOL!!!!
I LOVE HER LA. HAHAHA!

anw, we're saying that... i'm no longer ): over my boyfriend book-in like how i used to be because i've get used to it as mentioned in my previous post. Luckily my relationship is pretty stable right now, i just have to trouble over my future.

Cheerios to new job, new life, new environment and Better future! :D

2011-01-31T16:47:00.002+08:00

A cup of hot milo for breakfast, hot Mcwings and fries for lunch is the best during rainy days like today.

It's really a 'wet' weekend. The rain totally spoilt our plan on Sunday. BB and i were planning to go some factories at woodlands to buy CNY goodies. In the end, we stayed home whole day sitting beside each other doing online shopping and watching tv. Usually its girls who're addicted to online shopping, but for my case... its my boyfriend who're addicted to it. LOL! I think i gonna be an awesome wife-to-be now, control hubby's allowance and help him save cash. :D

Although it was raining on Saturday too, but we managed to get our ass out of the house. ;) We went town to meet my poly girls and a guy. :D We had Nihon Mura buffet. I would recommend Salmon lovers to go there. (:

After the lunch, xinyi & boyfriend went separate way with us. BB and i went Somerset 313 with Jieling and Shiyang. BB got himself a new watch and we must really really thanks jieling for the great discount. Someone got Burberry while i have Strawberry lo. hahaha! See, life so unfair. :D

After the impulsive buying, we headed to Far East and Jieling got herself a new flat for CNY. (: We spent most of the time eating i think, because right after it, we went Yakun to have toast bcos Pontian was full house. We totally forgot to take photos together, maybe bcos of the wet weather. )): We must remember to take photos during our next date at MBS. (:

Okay, lets side track. I love walking under the umbrella with BB. :D

2011-01-28T17:04:00.003+08:00

How true is this? As for me, i would only agree to a certain extend. I bet all the girlfriends' whose boyfriend are stuck in NS, there'll be this 'period' of time that will be thinking of this....Eventually i'll get used to it, and yes i did, but that doesn't mean i won't miss him like hell whenever we're apart. Every book in always feels like the first day of enlistment, the monday blues that we can't avoid - the beginning of a long week.

The moment when we needed our boyfriends most is when girls meet trouble. The squeezing of bus & train are the most annoying and helpless moment. We always hoping boyfriends would be at our side helping, advicing and protecting us. However, when there's things happened, when they get to read our messages, its always too late already. (Guys, especially my boyfriend, i'm not blaming you as its not your fault, i know.)

This is when the thought of 'hoping you're around' will run pass my mind. Awww, I got to stay positive and be independence!

I don't know, but, this week is really a bad week for me. It's feels like i havent see my boy for weeks, i can't even remember his hairstyle now. To make things worse, he's having guard duty this saturday and we can't even spend our Friday night fruitfully. The latest time we can spend together is like till 9 plus as he need to tuck in early? I don't know why i'm so emo, probably due to the pre & post pms?

I know my boyfriend is trying to stay strong for me or should i say for the both of us. The amount of trust that he have to put in when he's inside, tolerating my moodswing, I hope its not killing him slowly. I'm trying hard to stay strong too.

Okay, i shall stop my nonsense now. Have a nice weekend! (:

2011-01-28T15:21:00.002+08:00

2011-01-28T09:11:00.000+08:00

This is the man who bought this lion as a cub in the 60’s and then when it got too big he let it into the wild. 10 years later it was the alpha male in a nature reserve in Africa and it was really violent. The guy went to see it and it walked up to him and gave him a hug.

(Source: scrublife, via holdingontolove)

2011-01-27T11:11:00.000+08:00

I have no idea what is happening to my body. I think there's some germs that love me so much that they don't wanna leave me? My horoscope asked me to pay more attention to my health. I've sick for weeks! ): It started off with an unbelieveable high fever of 39.6. Then it became an on & off thingy. I've to depend so much on the fever medicine in order to cool down my 'hot' body. Then, followed by blocked nose. I went to my cousin's 21st birthday chalet and all i did there was breathing super hard trying to unblock the blocked side of the nose. I sweared i got so annoyed that i nearly chop off my nose.

Sore throat & my manly voice came to look for me. My 2 days MC and precious weekend were spent sleeping & resting away. Luckily, i've an understanding and naggy boyf. :) It was actually our 8th month anniversary and we did nothing. I was pretty upset, i really wanted to go out and enjoy ourselves but my body wasn't cooperating. Fever came back after a short nap.

Thus, i went to see doctor for the second time and i'm given 2 days MC again. He gave me a stronger antibiotics. I had so much medicine during the 6 days that i had phobia taking it, I think my body kind of rejecting it too. Right after taking all the medicine, i vomitted out like everything. The medicine for vomitting is not helping at all. That night i vomitted till i lost count, vomitting with an empty stomach, the after-taste of the sour acid. That time i really thought i'm dying and feel like asking my mum to send me to hospital. LOL!

Thankfully, after all those... i'm getting much better and back to work. However, i think there's still some die-hard germs in my stomach slowing down my disgestion. =x I always have the bloated feeling, it somehow Now i got to eat-less-more-meals now and drink eno to help my indigestion. Alot of people telling me not to take oily and fried food. ): I sounded so sick right? sigh! Please let me recover before CNY!

On the side note, i love to blog hop! (: I can even go to an extend that i went to google the name and try my luck. :D I'm really amazed that how some can write so well. After reading, it will made me start thinking.

Well, i wouldn't say that i'm a perfect/ awesome gf, but I thought i've been a good gf till i read one of the blog. I thought i did alot, but there's still people who can did more than me, expressed even deeper feeling in her entries. Maybe its the way they phrased? After reading, i went to read back mine.... & I REALISED....I ACTUALLY POSTED ALOT OF ENTRIES ABOUT MY BOYF TOO. Opppps, sorry and bear with me alright. Tyvm~! :D

That's all for now i think. Let's look forward to CNY week bcos i'm freaking excited about it noooow~! :D

2011-01-10T17:01:00.000+08:00

First week of January is over!

Its time for me to tidy up my mood.

Although i still prefer more PH in order to have more time with BB.

Last Friday, we popped by BB's 小姑 place after our dinner and she passed me a Coach wallet. ♥

BB's uncles and aunties went US on December for holidays last year.

I really didnt expect this, so sweet of them right. His 小姑 said that this is my belated birthday present. I'm soo touched and i'm loving it can. I've been looking for this type of wallet for quite some time already, whereby i can put my photo in. :D

♥♥♥ SUPER LOVE ♥♥♥

At the rate that i'm eating now, my chubby face is getting rounder & rounder. I ate alot last weekend. Those who're following me at twitter will know how much food my body had taken in.

Initially, BB & I planned to go for a swim on Saturday but there's no sun thus we changed our plan. We brought forward our Sunday's plan. We headed to Plaza Singapura as i'm very interested at the body shop sales. I need my cleansing gel urgently! I need to stop the growing of pimple on my face =x However, our first shop was Wang Local Delight and got a kaya butter toast. :D We roamed around and eventually it brought us to the sales. Its packed but we still managed to do our shopping. Thats the time i realised that my boy can actually shop, he's more tempted than me and even blamed me for bringing him there. (: We spent a total of $80.50 and we received a worth $26.60 gift and a $20 off voucher for the next purchase. Thus, i went to the shop & got myself a toner at $2.90. We're the real shopping king and queen. xD

After the crazy shopping, we realised we had neglected our stomach. We came to saw ITACHO~!!! I'm so freaking high as i'm craving for it since i-dont-rmb-when. :D We had 21 sushi and a Salmon fish head w/ spicy sauce. Everything was awesome during the meal except for their grilled pork and service. It just costed us $20.70, superb cheap right.

While we're eating, BB looked out and saw Gong Cha. hahahaha! I always wanted to give it a try. Tell me, how can i not be a happy girl? I got everything that i wanted. :D We tried their 招牌贡茶 (Gong Cha Milk Tea w/ black tea).

I think the Gong Cha was okay but i didnt know it contains milk until we're finishing it. As i'm not a milk lover, BB helped me finished it! :D Before we left Plaza Singapura, we happened to saw a new burger at MOS Burger, its Grilled Chicken with orange pepper sauce? We decided to give it a try, if you're not a onion lover, remember to request for no onions! (: Yes, i'm not a onion lover but i've a awesome boyfriend who doesn't mind to dirty his hand and helped me cleared all the onions. I think i'm too madly in love with him already. :D

Oh yes, we went for a run on Sunday! Running with a NSF is no joke, i gave up half way. LOL~! However, running with your boyf, the feeling is so different. What i can is... i loved it? :D But effort went down the drain, lunch and dinner was mad sinful. RAWR~! & the mad crowd at Bugis made me turned off and yeah, emo found me. Thanks BB and his parents for been so understanding. (:

I think i need to start running like every weekend. CNY is coming, all the nice food and non-stop eating. Oh my goodness. LOL~!

Monday blues is coming to the end. XD

2011-01-07T18:20:00.001+08:00

TGIF! I'm so happy~! :D

Alright, i shall talk about my date w/ my 5 darlings on Wednesday. Its like finally most of us can make it except for Girlfriend Huiru, but we still can meet next time right (:

We met up at Orchard and poor Girlfriend Rebecca... she have to OT till 8. Although its just a simple KFC meal, but i enjoyed it alot! However, i think the KFC family feast meal is so heaty that most of my darlings are falling sick. They're having cough and fever. Takecare & Get Well Soon alright~!!! I love disturbing them especially Girlfriend Sherlyn. :D I want to meet them again! I'm so gonna plan another one. Going out with them really made my day and i'm really happy~! I shall share some photos taken using Girlfriend Joanna's camera, LX-5. (:

The tall ones (: - Amanda, Joanna and ME ME ME~!!! :D

♥ MY DARLINGS ♥

We'll be living happily ever after! (:

2011-01-05T09:38:00.004+08:00

HAPPY TWO ZERO ONE ONE TO ALL MY FRIENDS!

MAY THIS YEAR BE A GREAT YEAR AHEAD~!

I've been browsing twitter and facebook, some people seems like starting to dislike 2011 like me, but still, life has to go on isn't it.. somemore its a WHOLE year ahead. Thus, lets start to like 2011 no matter what, i believed things will get better. (:

2011 was great as i spent it with my loved ones with the company of fireworks.. (: I shall let the pictures do the talking next week. Due to my inconsistant blogging, i think i've lost the ability to write, simply dont know how to start. LOL~!

Alright, the reason why my theme was "BACK TO SCHOOL" is because my friends and also my niece and nephew had started their school this week. I'm back to school too! Not phyically but emotionally. :D

I'm helping my boy to research on information for his project. Army is no brainer or what right?!? They took out mostly their time, not issuing laptop to them... how on earth are they going to do the researching? This also means confirm will burn off their weekends. Hence, in order for him to have time for me, i volunteer to help him. xD Wish me luck as i hate reseaching for information when i was in poly. hahahaha!

OH YEAH! Not forgetting to mention, I'M MEETING ALL MY DARLINGS TODAYYYY~ LIKE FINALLY~! SUPERB LOVE. XD

2010-12-31T09:15:00.003+08:00

Wow wow! JOANNA, you're my first follower! I love you, darling~ lol!

Alright, today is the last day of 2010 and also the new year eve. I must say, my 2010 was really a happening one. Although there's still things that i dont wished to remember but i still pretty love this year! Why?

Here are some of the gooddies:

I scored well for my last examination in NYP, although still SIM. xD
I've found myself a job right after i ended my poly life with good pay and best colleagues.
I had my successful 21st birthday celebration at Pasir Ris Chalet. Why i said it was successful, because mostly of my friends and relatives made the effort to come to my birthday celebration. My brother, sis-in-law and mum helped alot in the preparation too.
I'm closer to my cousins now.
I've graduated from NYP and babylove was just sitting next to me.
I went 1-to-1 Genting trip with babylove before he enlist.
His parents and i had made baby's 21st birthday celebration possible.
I went Guangzhou with babylove and his family members when he pop-ed.
I went Muar with babylove and his parents during his 2nd pop.
I had all awesome meet ups with my friends and darlings.
MOST IMPORTANTLY, I'M HAPPILY ATTACHED TO XAVIER AW.

There's too much goodies to mention here already. They made me love 2010. (:

If i say there's nothing bad happened in 2010, its too good to be true right?

Alright, in year 2010.. I think i didnt pay much attention to my friendship. Thus, there's alot of issues happening which affect me quite badly. Hence, i pretty hope that in year 2011... It will be resolved and back to what it used to be.

Ohya, in year 2010.. Someone made me realised that i've wasted my one year plus time with him. I should have listen to my friends' advice long ago when we're only like a few months old. Initially, i'm okay to be the bad person, because everyone may think its me and not you.

But seriously, you're the first guy i met in my life that is so 没风度! How can you go around and tell your army friends what we had done when we're together. You don't want face, i still want kay, all the bad mouth-ing! Is this how you treat used-to-be-your-girl? I'm utterly disappointed can! Come on, GROW UP LAH! If kena dumped, then go around tell stories, i've plenty to say alr lo. Why can't you just handle it in a mature way? I think you should kena dump a few more time and learn from there. Oh wait, come to think.. i let you dumped me one can.

Maybe you should change the way you tell people. It isn't "he snatched away my gf!" but it should be.... "My gf chooses to be with him?" If they still ask why, they must be dumb or something. Obviously, i want to be with someone who treats me good, who make me feel fortunate to have him and be loved.

You go already telling people the bad things, why don't you go to my blog history. Slowly read thru, how many sad and frustrated entries i've posted when i'm with you. All the while, i'm been giving you chance, tolerating and you still took me for granted. Its not like i didnt warned you, but i see no actions. Until the very last moment, when i finally came out with the decision then you regret. During the past one year, we had countless of arguements can. Is this the way it should be, i think i dont deserve all this lo. If you want me to continue, i believe i can list out every single bad things you had done to me. Pffffff! SO ANNOYING!

Sorry guys for all the rantings. I really cannot take it. =x Maybe after reading this, you may have a different impression of me. =x

Alright, I think i no need to talk about my current relationship already right. People who knows me will know how happy and fortunate i am right now. I'm experiencing something that i never felt before. Loving someone who may loves you more than you do.... Xavier is really a nice guy and i want to be with him like forever if possible & bonus, i felt really comfy with his family members. I love all the times spent with them.

Okay, enough! =x

I'm here wishing everyone... May year 2011 be a better year for all of us! CHEERSSSSS~!!! XD

2010-11-23T15:51:00.003+08:00

I don't have to bother to keep it like this.

With B and me around....

Now you see it, 15 mins later.....

You don't. =D

2010-11-23T14:55:00.002+08:00

I want to have a bedroom like this! Cozy only! (:

2010-11-01T17:19:00.003+08:00

Its like not even half a day, i'm already missing B like mad.

How am i going to survive till Thursday? Aiyoh~!

I want to be positive also cannot.

grrrrrr.

2010-10-11T10:37:00.003+08:00

Just when i'm thinking of you...

i saw you talking to her...

2010-09-27T09:12:00.002+08:00

I still can't decide..

My mind tells me to give up , but my heart won't let me ..

2010-09-17T18:34:00.002+08:00

He achieved Gold for his IPPT this time round! Wooo, congrats! XD

but sadly..

no early bookout. ):

To make things worse, he had guard duty tonight. )):

And what's worst, he didn't text me for the whole of today. ))):

ALAMAK, how am i going to survive. )':

2010-09-17T14:38:00.002+08:00

I couldnt take it anymore. The thought of YOU spreading to everyone just made me feel sick! Please move on and i dont see a need for you to tell everyone about your past. I would think that you're just trying to get them pity you. Oh please, dont they know that one sided story is usually not reliable and biased?

I was blog hopping and i read this post a few months ago... I think she wrote out how i actually feels. I didnt thought of sharing until today.

" Why do I have to be the bad guy? Breaking up isn't always bad, right? What if breaking up was the only option? What if breaking up was the best option?

Most people don't appreciate that the person choosing to initiate the break-up has it really hard. Sure, whenever we picture someone dumping someone, we picture them as the dick who ruined the relationship because they didn't care enough or they wanted someone else more. But what if the person ending the relationship is the brave one? They're the one who is willing to accept the responsibility. They're willing to say, "This is the right choice for both of us."

What's the best option between breaking your best friend's heart now, or not wanting to hurt them now and hurting them even more later? Bite the bullet. Take the hit. It's painful, like a plunge into ice cold water. But like the body, your heart and mind slowly adjust to the change in atmosphere. You know that you're there alone, and you're making the decision for two people, but you've got to be sure it's the right one. And you are sure that it's the right one. Or at least that's what you hope.

But why the hell does having the guts to be honest make you a bad person? Why does it have to mean that you've victimized the other person somehow? Sure, he's hurting right now. But I know that I'm hurting knowing I've hurt him. I still wouldn't take it back, knowing I couldn't make myself love him and knowing I'd just make him more unhappy later.

There's no easy way out, but I'm not a villain for making the choice. Don't make the mistake that this decision was easy for me. "

Yes, i think i made the right choice. Its okay if his friends thinks that its my fault or i'm a bitch. BUT knowing that i couldn't give him my love anymore, i couldn't love him as much as before. What's the point holding on? Its will make him suffered even more. When i spoke up, you tried to salvage. However, feeling faded doesn't happened in one or two days, its accumulative.

You ended work at 5pm and your workplace is at Novena too! You didnt even want to wait for me to end work and go your house together. =.= You always complain that you've no money and don't want to go out. However, later part out the day, you can meet up your BFFs to dinner. Sometimes, i really find it very ridiculous. Dinner out isn't it equals to spending money too? Sometimes its really tiring to quarrel with you. Thinking back makes me tired too.....

2010-09-17T09:40:00.000+08:00

I wished i could turn back time....

2010-09-16T11:53:00.003+08:00

It's a sleepy and boring day. I need some entertainment!

Yesterday, it was our fourth monthsary. We spent our 4th month in advance again.

Thanks for the lovely pendant, baby.

I kinda of miss those days that i'm looking forward to end work just to meet him.

Although it's Thursday today, it seems like there's nothing to looking forward for now.

2 more weeks to POP, i am so happy, yay! XD

2010-09-09T09:59:00.000+08:00

Who actually notice... me?

2010-09-02T15:07:00.003+08:00

Recalled back the time we had yogurt together....

First time, we had Frolick at Cineleisure, we added strawberry.

Second time, we had Yami Yogurt at Ion, we added fruity pebbles.

Let's this be our third time, shall we?

2010-09-01T17:06:00.004+08:00

This picture best describe me - mixed feeling.

My dearest aw went off for his sit test when i'm having lunch today. However, he was so sweet to give me a call before he go. Awwww, so looking forward to Friday or Saturday to meeting him. Alright, that's the sad part.

Work was alright, with funny colleagues, what more can i complain? ((: Working with them can make my day pass faster rather than staying home. But, one of my closer colleague going on one week leave next week. )): How am i going to survive? LOL!

Have y'all notice the Zzzz? Yes, indeed i'm sleepy~! Why? It was because i'm currently attending "lessons" with my colleague. The "lesson" was hard to understand as i joined into the session in the middle of no where. However, the hardest thing was to actually keep my eyes open and keeping myself awake. It really can make me dozed off, i have to actually excuesd myself to the toilet to remain awake. Oh man~! hahahah!

Ohya, i so excited about next month~! It's my turn to take one week leave.

lalalala~

I want to get-away from here. xD

I'm going holidays with my love & his family. Wheeee~

2010-08-31T13:42:00.002+08:00

Baby did great for his IPPT, great improvement! <3

2010-08-30T16:40:00.003+08:00

I'm wondering how time passes so fast today!

However, its a good thing for me. This week gonna be a long week for both of us. I'm so gonna endure "no phone call" days again.

Tomorrow is his IPPT, Wednesday - Friday will be his Sit-Test and Saturday gonna be SOC and washing up of outfield stuffs? awwwww~ ):

There goes our weekends.

"It's a simple symbol composed of two important componets in a relationship:

*love and less than three*

It means that love is less than three and it has no space for third party (:"

2010-08-27T10:22:00.004+08:00

Came across this at facebook...

HUSBANDAPPRECIATION WEEK...If you have a husband who makes your life beautiful, interesting and fun,who is your best friend, who has been with you through thick and thin, and to whom you are proud to be married, copy and paste this into your status!!!

Although he's not my husband yet, but i would still like to comment on it.

It's because, i have a boyfriend who makes my life beautiful, interesting and fun. Although we got together 21 days before he enlisted, we got no honeymoon period - just spending our precious weekend together every week and most of the time we would waste half of the weekend sleeping away, first month anniversary wasn't spend together due to confinement week, dating by talking on the phone every night, but i still got no regrets attached to him. He has entered into my life.

He was once my good friend. We studied together maybe for once,the rest was emotionally (hahahaha) by calling each other to check the progress, discussing about examination tips and sharing each other problems and hang outs.

He has been with me through thick and thin and thus

I'M PROUD TO BE ATTACHED TO HIM, XAVIER AW.

One more day to endure before he can book out.

2010-08-26T09:34:00.000+08:00

17107.) I love my friends. But sometimes, I don’t understand them at all. That’s why I find myself leaving them a lot. I’m sorry.

2010-08-25T11:29:00.004+08:00

"You want to know what happiness is? It’s waking up in the middle of the night for no reason, shifting under the blankets and feeling the heat of the person next to you. You turn around and see them in their most peaceful, innocent, and vulnerable state. They breathe as though the weight of the world lays on anyone’s shoulder but their own. You smile and kiss their face gently before turning back around and somehow, an involuntary grin forms on your face. Just before you drift off to sleep, you feel an arm wrap around your waist and you know it doesn’t get any better than this."

2010-08-24T17:10:00.005+08:00

Does you really have to experience it yourself in order to understand how others feel?

Disappointed.

Am i doing the right thing or its just you?

Others are okay, but you.

we're trying.. yet you...

similar people are doing the same things as me, not just me alone.

but why can't you?

if i explained to you, will you understand?

or i have to expect "unexpected answers" from you.

Keeping silence is the best.

Never ending problems and i'm sick of it.

However, i'm still glad that soldier W T Aw is with me.

You're all that i need.

2010-08-19T17:15:00.003+08:00

Recruit Aw went for his outfield training from Tuesday to Saturday and meaning to say... no phone calls..... )): Given this few days of phone-less days, my mind was filled with alot of things.

Looking back to my past, i think i'm bad at handling things.....

"As my life goes on, people leave me slowly...."

2010-08-12T16:09:00.002+08:00

Baby's 21st Birthday celebration is successfully over! This also means that i've nothing to occupy myself with when he's not around. Last week has been going town everyday, going to lots of places to buy the materials that i need. I'm glad that he enjoyed himself and love the gift and surprises that i've prepared for him. ((:

Yesterday was the first night that he didnt call back. He went firing for the whole day and got back to bunk like at 2 plus am? ): Today, he's somewhere at the range firing too ): We didnt get to text too. Missing him hell lots. The feeling of "not knowing what happened to each other's day" is terrible. The feeling of drifting ~ I want him now. SO ENVY of my friend! Her boy is booking out today at 4:15pm! So damn early and they can spend so much time together.

After this precious weekend, he will be off for his outfield. Freaking 6 days without his call. How can i not be lonely? Worse, he will be sleeping off his weekend. Awwww..... so torturing~!

1 year 9 months more to endure! ):

2010-07-22T17:40:00.002+08:00

Baby, yours will come sooon~

& right now, i can somehow feel that you gonna be very emo after this part.
However, i quite heartache that you gonna go through a 24km route march before it. ):

Nvm, so right now, don't feel sad! (: Enjoy this period of time, including your outfield. (:
I'll be proud to see you on your POP day. ((:

Congrats baby for your IPPT improvements! My baby did 5 chin ups today when he can hardly do 1 before he enlist. :D

Well done, babyxav! (:

2010-07-20T11:52:00.003+08:00

I'm back to office after two days of MC. By right, staying at home and rest is what alot of working adults wished for. However, it turned out to be a bad choice for me. I've been thinking of my boy 24/7. The 'missing' and 'waiting' feeling is hell horrible, at least when you're in office, you have got things to do and there's things to gossip about with colleagues and time will pass much faster compared to staying at home, watching one movie followed by another. That important one hour will come faster too.

But, on the other hand, i finally spent quality time with my mummy by watching tv together. (: Having this unexpected rest, i found out that my dad was off on Monday too, not just wednesday and friday only.

Although my working week starts on wednesday but i still cant wait for it to end. I want to meet my boy badly. There's like so many things i want to talk and ask him face-to-face. Whether it's a Friday or Saturday is still an unknown. D: Right now, he's having a test - to see how well he understand his 'wife' and tmr will be his IPPT. Hopefully he will not feel demoralise because of his pull-ups. Gambatte ne~ ((:

It's such a boring week. ):

2010-07-16T09:16:00.002+08:00

I'm so waiting for 6pm to come - so that i can leave the office, go meet his parents and go fetch him.

I'm so waiting for 8:30pm to come - It's the time he can take the ferry.

I'm so waiting for 9pm - 930pm - It's the time i can get to SEE him!

YA-HOOOOO~!! ((:

2010-07-14T22:58:00.003+08:00

I was watching the time ticking from 930pm to 1030pm. Just when I thought tonight will be the first night that I'll not be able to hear his voice..... and My phone RANG!!! THERE'S NO WORDS CAN DESCRIBE HOW EXCITED I AM!

Just ended call with him, i think i gonna have a very very sweet dreams tonight. ((: I'm a happy girl~

*fyi, tonight is the eve of our 2 months anniversary! lol~! XD

2010-07-14T21:06:00.003+08:00

Last Weekend is the Best & Happiest weekend i ever had.

My boyfriend's parents and my dear boy gave me a surprise. He told me that he will be booking out at 730pm on friday. In the afternoon, his parents told me that they're at town and will be coming over to United Square to fetch me. Hence, i left office at 6pm sharp and went down to wait for them. When i saw the car driving towards me, i was still wondering.... "Where's auntie?" And guess what, this is when... i realised that the driver is my Botak Boy! ((: He reached pasir ris at 4+pm and his dad went to fetch him. The moment i got in the car, i just can't stop smiling! XD He's really a good liar, i must be careful of him next time. HAHAHA! At 6pm, he can actually tell me he's going for dinner when he's actually on his way to United Square.

We dropped by Beach Road to get his army locker and my sweet boy went to buy Goreng pisang for me despite the hot weather. He knew it's my favourite and i'm hungry. How sweet can he be? One thing i wanna add on - I KNOW HOW TO UNLOCK ARMY LOCK, MY BABYBOY WAS SHOCKED WHEN I MANAGED TO UNLOCK IT~ CALL ME SMART AND NOT BEN BEN~! (: Alright, after the Beach Road, we headed to Vivo City as the second surprises he gave me was "Two Twilight - Eclipse movie tickets" ((: We had Carls Junior for dinner and after the movie, we went to our "first dating" hang out place - Hendersons Wave. We had heart to heart talk and we left around 2am. He must be drop dead tired as he got up at 4+AM! and he still got to stay awake to drive us back home. I really appreciated all his efforts - by getting the movie tickets and also the surprise.

We went IKEA to get his dad's birthday present and rushed home for his family dinner. We're very late for the dinner. I just realised we're always late for family dinner, rushing to reach pasir ris at the book in timing, always nua on the bed/ home when we're planning to go out in the afternoon. We're the no-sense-of-urgency-couple! :D

Initially, i was scheduled to work on Sunday afternoon. When i woke up, i switched on my phone immediately, thinking maybe i'll be receiving call or messages saying "no need to go". However, we waited till 1 plus and i was giving up hope... When i'm finishing my lunch, my colleague finally CALLED!! (: WOOOO~ BOTH OF US WENT SO HIGH AND WENT TOWN TO FIND HIS AUNT AND UNCLE. After that, i got to return him to Singapore.

And yes, it's only Wednesday today~ ): And my dear boy is having his night training now. He got no idea whether can he call me tonight too! )): Double sad~ Tmr is Thursday which also means...... he will get to know when he's booking out!!! *praying very hard, hoping its FRIDAY!!* and triple sad - i got to work this weekend already, there's no way i can run already i think. ))):

Call me please~! O.o

2010-07-08T11:38:00.001+08:00

Oh man! It's only Thursday when i'm hoping and thinking it's friday! Staring at my phone wallpaper doesn't helps anymore! I want to physically pinch his face and touch his round botak head. xD

I'll be working on Sunday, which also means, i may not be able to send him off. )'= I hate this feeling.

Call me crazy or what, i actually reminded my boyf that his ex-girlf training starts today.

A little jealousy in a relationship is healthy. It's always nice to know someones afraid to lose you. -

2010-07-07T17:54:00.008+08:00

It's a pretty "attacking" day for me. I've been feeling very down for the entire day.

Firstly, I got to know i have to work on both weekends. However, i've good colleague who willing to cover my shift. Although i'm still guilty about it. It's still the first day of launching and i couldn't be there to help up. But, i really put my boyfriend as my priority now.

Everyday, i'm waiting for that one hour. Every week, i'm waiting for that precious 2 days of weekends.

Secondly, i may be jobless anytime soon? My feeling tells me so. What should i do for this 2 years? SIA girl? Property Agent? Other developers' company? What else?

I'm sad! ):

2010-07-06T15:22:00.008+08:00

Suddenly i have the urge to blog. I'm missing my dear boy like i'm never in love before. I miss chatting with him during my office hours, be it msn or phone calls. To think again, it feels like only yesterday. Now, he's away to Tekong to serve the nation. Every Sunday, i'm already looking forward to the next weekends. There's simply no words to describe how lucky and how happy i am to have met him and got together with him and created so many sweet memories between us.

Come to think, everything seems so fated. He is actually Mabel's neighbour. He started to notice me while i've only heard before his name. Until year 3, we actually shared the table with him while doing project and this is when we got to know each other and he became my 'eye-candy'. Peeping at him during lectures but act like i'm not. I'm actually VERY crazy over him in front of my clique but in front of him, i act like i don't care and i actually never talk or 'hi' to him. =x HOW SILLY RIGHT! xD

He's my silly boy too, getting nervous when i walked towards his table when we first met and finding reason to talk to me by offering sweet. Used a $1.00 or even cheaper sweet to cheat me. See, how sly he is! (:

One more thing that really shocked the both of us or maybe all of us! During our SBM graduation day, he's actually before me & we're just sitting next to each other. How fated right!?!?! I really can't believe it, what if we still don't know each other? Will i be very careful with my actions? Will i keep drinking water to make sure that my stomach will not make funny noises in front of him? Will we be very quiet? Will he act cool? hahahahaha!

But now, we have met each other, its his stomach making noises, we've never stopped talking when the speaker is giving his speech, he took care of me. Asking me to be careful of my steps, waiting for me outside the auditorium room and walked out together. Awwww, i'm really the most fortunate girl ever! (:

Although we're officially together for only 1 month and 21 days but it feels like we've been together for 1 year and 21 years. We did and went to alot of places together like East Coast Park, Genting, Changi Beach, Escape, Wild Wild Wet, Hendersons Wave, JB with his mum on Mothers' Day and etc. He never failed to make me smile and i'm very happy when i'm with him.

Oh, i love spending time with his family and him. His parents is very nice and really treats me very well. They sent me home every Sunday after he booked in and even weekdays when we dinner together. They're very easy going and they always joke around, this is what i can't find in my house. Honestly, i wouldn't mind staying at their place compared to mine, but alright, stop dreaming! =X Sometimes i'll tend to worry, what if one day they got to meet my dad...... my dad - so 'black' face, my mummy - so 'quiet' looking. When he came my house, i also will worried that he may not used to it, the difference between our parents. Okay, it's still very far away and too early to worry right. (", Maybe by time, my dad will change his character? Who knows. hahaha!

As for now, I'll remain smiling to wait for every weekends to come and wait for the two years to be over. I can't wait to study together with him. (:

I'm lovin' my baby xav! (:

2010-06-29T14:32:00.004+08:00

Things that a perfect guy will do .
1. Know how to make you smile when you are down.
2. Try to secretly smell your hair, but you always notice.
3. Stick up for you, but still respect your independence.
4. Give you the remote control during the game.
5. Come up behind you and put his arms around you.
6. Play with your hair.
7. His hand would always find your hand.
8. Be cute when he really wants something.
9. Offer you plenty of massages.
10. Dance with you, even if he feels like a dork.
11. Never run out of love.
12. Be funny, but know when to be serious.
13. Realize he’s being funny when he needs to be serious.
14. Be patient when you take forever to get ready.
15. React so cutely when you hit him and it actually hurts.
16. Smiles a lot.
17. Plans a romantic date full of things he wouldn’t normally do because he knows it means a lot to you.
18. Appreciate you.
19. Help others out.
20 Drive five hours just to see you for one.
21. Always gives you a kiss when you leave, even when his friends are watching.
22. Sing, even if he can’t.
23. Have a creative sense of humor.
24. Stare at you.
25. Call for no reason

- My boy did almost all. How fortunate i am. (:

2010-06-24T15:03:00.002+08:00

I felt better after a chat with babyxav last night. Although i'm missing him hell lots at work now.

I believe we can do it. (:

2010-06-23T15:57:00.002+08:00

If Skittles is the happy pills for me, how i wish i can finish it in one mouth and be a happy girl.
I've a bad start for this week and everything just don't go very well and i really meant EVERYTHING. I've been looking for ways to improve it but its not helping.

I'm feeling damn horrible and i'm starting to worry. How? I must really find a way to solve it. Maybe things will get better after this week. =x

I must stop myself from comparing with others too. I should learn the meaning of "past".

2010-06-04T13:11:00.002+08:00

I'll miss my boy hell lots after tmr. ): We have been spending so much time together, doing all the 'first time' together, but its still not enough. Its my first time going holiday with boyf, although its only Genting, but i enjoyed alot. We went Wild Wild Wet and Escape together. He even send and fetch me from work. All his little actions simply makes me love him even more. His flying kiss and shouting 'missyou' from level 1 when i was at storey 19. I'll always remember how sweet he is. He also made an effort to stay till 12am to wish my dad Happy Birthday.

Seriously, what more can i ask.

I really cant imagine days without him. Its only the initial stage. oh man, please kill me.

2010-06-04T13:10:00.001+08:00

2010-05-20T00:24:00.004+08:00

Why does everyone sounded like it's not a (: ending? Or am i thinking too much?

Is it that i'm too ugly to match him?

I'll make it be a :D one.

2010-05-19T23:56:00.004+08:00

Someone told me: "He protects you, he takes care of you, he bothers to bond with us, he is sensitive. What more can you want?"

Yes, my boy is really that nice. (: We've been spending time together almost everyday, but my poor boy always have to wait for me for at least an hour. Sorry... =x Anwy, I've applied leave for 24 and 25, we're planning for a short getaway. (: Hopefully its not too late to book tmr. We're running out of time!

2010-05-19T00:28:00.002+08:00

You have a request from Xavier Aw to add him as your boyfriend.

Would you like to confirm your relationship with Xavier?

Juliana is in a relationship with Xavier Aw.

loves (:

2010-05-17T21:23:00.002+08:00

I'm so in love with aw. I've never met someone like him before. Due to my heavy workload, he always have to stand at the control station for at least an hour to wait for me. Tell me how can i not love him? (: He's sweet. I can never forget that slice of hotcake he gave me on my birthday. Loves! A very big thankyou to baby for helping me out with the chalet, helping me to clean up all the mess. I really appreciated it. He was tired on the third day, but he still chose to drive and follow me home just to spend more time with me. He had shown so much care and concern towards me and my family in this period of time. He's the reason why i'm smiling. The moment he asked me, i know i'll be the most fortunate girl ever. (:

I love you, xavier. (:

2010-03-12T02:06:00.003+08:00

Seriously, i wish to own it, either one! Hello Kitty would be the best!

Don't you think its cute?!? OMG, crazy over polaroid now! xD

2010-03-07T23:15:00.004+08:00

The ending of the story depends on how you write it.

2010-03-05T23:09:00.003+08:00

What if i really can't take it anymore?
Anyone tell me what's next?

2010-02-19T23:30:00.002+08:00

Its changing...
It will not always be the same..
Everything seems so far away from me...
Currently 100m away from me...
What will happened when its the tenth time i'm saying it?
I wonder...~

second day without any laughter..
What is happening...?
I have to stop thinking...

2010-02-19T02:01:00.002+08:00

Someone said that my blog doesn't have him..

Here's an entry specially typed for him.

I met ALASTAIR at jurong spring cc mac on wed night and he claims that his handwriting is nice.. However, i think his handwriting can fight with those primary school kids... XD

2010-02-15T02:10:00.002+08:00

This is my first time blogging using my itouch. XD

Happy Lunar New Year, welcoming the tiger and Happy Vday!!!

Just finished watching the show 200 pounds smth.. I always didnt get the chance to watch it. I finally know how nice it is and it made me cry like mad... Totally like water tap towards the end of the show.. I wasted my day nua-ing at home, watched tv the whole day.. :x I give up, just enjoy myself for the two days off for CNY.

i spent Vday without valentine this year.. But its still not too bad.. i spent it with a friend under my blk talking about "asian" and "ang moh".. Lol!! & I found out theres alot of common things between us.. Hahas! Nice meet up! (:

If only....

2010-02-13T16:54:00.007+08:00

It's been freaking long since i last blog! Until ytdy, I then realised that there's something wrong with my history with my last blogskin. Thus, i used my New Year Eve to spring clean my blog too. (: I've added new songs that i'm in love with right now. BB & TY! ME LOVE ME LOVE :D

projects was like a torture to me, with all the sleepless nights trying to complete it. I was so worried that i would just die infront of my laptop. But during this missing two months, Jan- I went snow city with my darlings, celebrated baby's 22nd birthday and first anniversary. It wasnt a good one though, bcos of the stupid projects, we quarrelled countless times.

Snow War with darlings ♥

5th Feb, it was my darling huanhuan 21st birthday celebration at pasir ris! (: She's free! Can marry me liao! LOLLL!

The BIG KEY! ♥

We were asked to go atrium for photo-taking! Its so freaking mad hot but its still fun, doing things as a class.

MK0701 ♥

Feb 10 was our class outing. We went Guangzhe's place first. After jamming, gaming, mahjong-ing, we headed off to chomp chomp! I seriously think my pem (pcc) is very nice! He acutally came down maybe bcos its near to his place, but still nice! I LIKE! (:

MK0701 @ chomp chomp ♥

We last minute decided to go butter factory - ladies night together and it was a mad chaotic night that i dont wish to remember! Throw face to the max! =x

MK0701 @ BUTTER FAC ♥

GOODLUCKS GUYS FOR THE COMING EXAMS!
*YOU CAN DO IT! JIAYOU! (: *
Meantime, enjoy your CNY too! CHEERS! :D

2009-12-29T22:33:00.003+08:00

"y u all know gt discussion den nv dwload guidelines"

Guess who said that!?!

As if when we're having our IB discussion, you got the guidelines in front of you. If have, you wont be asking things that can be found on the guidelines. You're always late for meeting still dare to complain so much! You pms WOMAN! Cant we just start first? Why must postpone? O.o I feel so 'lucky' to be in the same group with you. Thx "BABE"!!!! Even peijia agreed that our IB ICA1 presentation "damn CUI"! SO ANGRY TODAY! ROAR! Just not my day. =x

Today went to see 中医 with my mum to cure my 'white' issue. :D I had to eat 6 tablets and the liquid medicine was so-yucks-bitter. ]:

Anyway, i have not watch AVATAR! ): I kanna put aeroplane. LOL! Alright, i admitted it's too last min. Initially, we wanted to had early lunch and after the movie, he will have enough time to prepare to book in. But both overslept. hahaha! I went to meet boyf. in the evening instead. We had popeye's for dinner. :D Boyf. told me that AMK got popeye's already, but not that nice. hahahah! Girls, let's go try out during our long break when school reopens. :D

I'm so-in-holiday-mood! I dont want school to start. lol! I need more time! This year gonna end soon. OMG!

Readers, use your time wisely! (:

2009-12-27T02:21:00.003+08:00

GOD DAMN IT! MY MOOD WENT DOWN TO THE MAX!
Me and my itchy mind,daily routine to Facebook and blog.
Why can't i just let it go? It's like going fcuking two years? -.-

2009-12-27T00:52:00.003+08:00

post post xmas! (:

I dont know if i had enjoyed my xmas day. However, spending it with your love ones was great! :D

Went boyf.'s house on xmas eve, with my homemade longan jelly for his family and for party organised by his friends on xmas day. The jelly took me half of my wednesday as i did three rounds. Thankfully, it's hot demand. :D Basically, i spent my xmas eve at his house watching youtube. LOL! We watched 海派甜心! :D We ordered golden pillow for dinner. Heaven! [: Boyf. and i had exchanged our xmas present one month ago. Me to him : Adidas Bag & Him to Me: Itouch :D However, when time strike twelve, i asked him to go to my bag to take my specs box and a paper bag. He knew what's in the paper bag even before he open. It was a card and i did him a crystal angel accessory. That's why on tuesday, i'm into bead-ing. (:
No xmas gift on xmas day for me. ]:

On Xmas day, both of us woke up at 8 plus as the party supposed to be 10am - 3pm. Majority of the people was late, hahaha! After the party, boyf. came to my house as we planned to have steamboat with my family. (: My mum bought alot of ingredients and my brother in-charged of frying the fries, nuggets and etc. :D Kind of upset with boyf. since xmas eve as he always make last minute changes to all the plans. I hate it the most. ROAR! BUT, abosulte boyfriend special version made my day! KNIGHT!! He's really a ideal boyfriend for all girls!

I spent my post xmas at home watching tv. I was so bored that i went to cook sausage prata for family. HAHAHA! Recently, i'm so in love in girly stuff like cooking and bead-ing. hahahaha! After dinner, my bro asked me if i want to go ochard to see lights and off we went. HAHAHAHA! We passed by alot of places like Tanglin Mall, Forum, Orchard, Somerset, Dhoby Ghaut, Cityhall, Clake Quay, Harbourfront and supper at Tiong Bahru. (: Spending time with family was loved! :D

probably watching avatar with my 3 years 'on' and 'off' friend later in the noon. hahahah! Everyone was saying it's nice.. [: but i think boyf. sure flare up with me if he knows.... =x

off for bed! goodnight readers! (:

2009-12-23T01:18:00.003+08:00

Last Friday, i went to Mabel's house after my calculus. [: Thanks Mabel & Jieling for preparing the food and not forgetting the guys, Weisong and Billy.

The steamboat session was great! (: After our dinner, we played a game that made all of us laughed our ass off. :D loser had to drink and i'm the LOSER. =X hahaha! Right after was poker cards time and it's also the time that make all of us went HIGH! LOL!

Overall, it was great! There's plan for the next gathering and i'm so looking forward! Losing control! XD 'Focus Focus Focus' & i'm controlling not to fa hua chi. LOL! :D

Caught princess and the frog on Saturday with boyf. and he went off to his BFF's birthday chalet.

Monday, i met up with my DARLINGS + boyf.!!! (: we caught planet 51 and we took pictures of xmas tree. Credits to Xinyi who taught me some different techniques to take pictures and i used the skills on them. :D Hence, similar photos could be found in my facebook but different faces except me! LOL!

Tuesday, I'm so into beads! :D

2009-12-16T21:34:00.004+08:00

I'm currently reading Teenage magazine. Alright, you guys must be thinking... 'huh? still reading teenage?' i'll buy it because i'm working on a report doing silkygirl and i need to find their advertisement.

Okay, that's not the main point! [: I happened to read a section.. The title is..
What's your blood type personality?

Blood type O:

Hello Mr and Miss popular! Everybody likes you because you seem confident and sociable! In fact, you enjoy it most when the attention is all on you! While you have a strong and creative side that makes you a formidable person, you'll find yourself cluttered with unfinished projects. That's because your worst habit is not seeing things to the end!

The sentence in BOLD, SO TRUE RIGHT! :D

Blood type A:

Everybody seems to think that you're the ultimate perfectionist! Even though you're the cool and calm on the outside when things need to get done, you can sometimes turn into a nervous wreck when people are not looking! However, beneath that shy and self-conscious personality, is a bubbly listener who has many close friends. Not only are you sensitive to their needs, you're also a great keeper of secrets!

Question: What you guys think? O or A for me? :D

What tagboard are for? [:

2009-12-15T23:57:00.004+08:00

Just came back from a date with boy.f! [:

Initially, we planned to visit his dad at tts hospital. However, in the noon, he received a message from his sister saying that his dad can discharge already. Hence, we changed our plan to watch movie.

I'm seriously a Twilight's fans! I'm loving it, more to come please! :D

Ytdy was a hectic day. International Business presentation was a shock-of-my-life. =x Right after the presentation, was a race against time. Thanks Annie! But somehow, i'm thinking how can someone be so fucktard? With the unbearable attitude, just make me hate her can. Alright, not only me, other group of lectures students was complaining about it too. I think that someone is facing mid-life crisis now. =x

Question.1 : If student were to ask you for help, your responsibility is to teach. Isn't it?
However, someone said "Go get textbook". -.- Waste of our school fees and still got to spend on a fucktard textbook for just 2 months?

I ended my stressful day by playing monopoly deal with boy.f and his friend at school library. [:

Question 2 : Is it good or bad to have bigger hip bone = big butt for girls? :D

I guessed i have faced too much MS Word recently and did too much research and caused me to be a lil mad. Take a look at what i've done last Sunday.

Somehow, i think Mr. BILLY is over-stressed too. He's mad! LOL! He and his 'sort of' wonderful plan. O.o & he thinks that i'm a bamboo now, keep checking if i had my meals as i'm too SKINNY, when my boy.f said i'm fat. O.O

Alright, i shall end my entry with this wonderful tagline (:

西瓜甜不甜? 甜!!!! :D

2009-12-13T01:48:00.005+08:00

I need a break from Microsoft Word.
Here i am, posting entry and even changed a new blogskin!

I'm gonna revealed the unexpected reader B as requested. TA-DA!
B is BILLY! BILLY IS WHO, HE'S BILLY FOK! LOL!

The time now is 4:26am and I'm supposed to rush my International Marketing report like what the rest of my classmates were doing. My IM is still stucked at company profile only. -.- How terrible, right? ]:

I just finished editing my part for International Business, finished my part for powerpoint, compiling what i have received and sent to Weitieng for conclusion.

Anyway, i've ended my attachment like one month plus ago. I'm back to school and currently waiting for the result to be out. I'm praying super hard that it can help me improve my gpa by at least alil bit.

Ohhh yeh, my 'twister fries' season was over. My hair is back to straight + bangs. CHEERS! :D

Last week and this coming week are killers! Last week, there's two written tests on the same day. One 20% and the other 10%. For the 10% test, i used 1.5 hours to study for it. Calculus was a i-dont-know-what-is-happening. I followed what teacher has taught us, but i got funny answers for all the questions. I guess there were too much careless mistakes along the way and caused me to derive all the funny and weirdo answers. =x All the best to me yo?

Next week, two reports submission on Monday and one on Friday. This is when i felt that, i preferred one is better than two compared to two is better than one (song title). :D

Last Friday at Jurong East platform, i witnessed a fucktard pickpocket plan. The fucktard was a malay uncle, if i'm not wrong. The victim was happily chatting with her friend while waiting for train at the side towards the Joo Koon. Just when the train arrived, she moved her body and she felt that something not right and she felt that someone was holding the bag and surprising, i dont know why she can feel that someone is opening her bag zip. Hence, she quickly turned back and pull her bag towards her. She gave a super hard stare, a want-him-to-die-stare and that fucktard said sorry and turned back. The victim boarded the train and saw that fucktard did not board the train. -.-

The victim bag contained her handphone and iTouch.
MOST IMPORTANTLY, THE VICTIM IS THE WITNESS AND IT'S MEEEEEE!!!! ROAR!!!
I'm so lucky that i actually realised, if not..... can gum pia already!

Oh my, boyf. told me that his dad complained that his chest pain and was waiting for ambulance to come. It sounded so serious, hopefully it will be okay. ]:

Okay, i think i better get started with my IM report while waiting for boyf.'s message.

Hopefully everything will be fine.

2009-10-02T12:57:00.002+08:00

Just finished my lunch and i decided to blog while listening to sad songs played by my colleague.

Today is Friday and i aren't happy about it as soon Sunday will be here. O.o

I've been feeling that people around me had been rubbing salt on my wound. It's making me feeling worst here.

Can you believe it, I'm damn damn emo this half of my day. Need not to say, later part of my day will be emo-ing too. Early morning, Mr. Shi still tot i'm too tired. But in fact, i'm really really tired of IPP already. I'll be feeling this way may be due to the increasing of workload. ): I'm wondering whether can i really survive in this 3 weeks without Auntie around. The thought of Auntie going operation and will be having 3 weeks of MC, i'm really damn stressed up. Can i really take over her workload? I can really do well without creating more problems to them. What the hell~! My head getting bigger and bigger. I go get 3 weeks of MC too? As if~

Recently met up with my darlings and girls and i think i getting more and more daring to shoot them back! So bitchy of me! LOL! Ytdy i told my darlings, the reason why i changed, i think was because for the 45 hours in office, i'm always "OK! OKOK! Okay and still Okie! " No other letters other than a O and a K. ): Ytdy we came out with a conclusion, IPP is trying to con us!

I shall release all my stress tonight @ Dbl O! ROAR!!!!

2009-10-01T12:58:00.003+08:00

Nice week~! :D

Although my happiness only happen after 6pm. ]: I think this week is a friendship week for me, i wonder is it because lantern festival is coming. All my groups of girls asking for gathering. :D But it's a good thing! Can it happen every week so that i can look forward to the end of everyday! =X

Ytdy met up with Weitieng, Jieling and Xinyi. We had Popeye's Chicken for dinner. :D This time round i like the chicken, not too dry! :p Then we loiter around esplanade and i got to know a big and shocking news regarding the Miss Singapore!

Ytdy there's earthquake! However, i left the office early. So sad! I didnt get to feel it. ):

Today i'll be meeting my darlings for dinner @ Woodlands - Pastamania. Just received Huan's message saying she cannot join. ): I cant wait for 6pm to come and chiong out of office to meet my loves! D. will be joining too bcos he's off today! OMG, how i wish i can leave now! LOL

It's officially one month more to go! JIAYOU! JIAYOU GUYS! (:

Tmr Dbl-O-ing?

Weekends, chalet @ Bishan?

I'm full of activities this week. & I'm loving it! :D

*I'm having my lunch break now, need to go off to continue working. O.o

2009-09-27T12:07:00.009+08:00

All thanks to IPP! My sleep-until-sunset days were gone.

Currently at D's place trying to fix my BS's alignment meanwhile waiting for him to be awake. Do let me know whether is it better and on the other hand, I'll go home and check it using my own laptop. Hopefully it won't be another disaster. ;D

As mention during my previous post - "I'll be meeting my darlings soon!" Here's the updates.
(: Let me start with a brief introduction of my darlings. LOL! xD

1. Aaamanda; taken @ SAKAE entrance

2. Lyn Lyn; taken @ ION

3. Huiru; taken @ SAKAE entrance

4. Huihuan; taken @ ION

Poor Aaamanda had to work on PH. Thus, while waiting for her to come, we brought a "sua ku" to Orchard ION. :D

Before Aaamanda reach @ ION's ladies

Leaving to meet Aaamanda - Found 3 SNAKES @ ION

Met Aaamanda and took train to Dhoby Ghaut for a EAT-AS-MUCH-AS-YOU-CAN lunch @ SAKAE x)

ALL MY DARLINGS; After a romantic lunch (:

I really had a fun time with them! (: More dates please! XD

Last Wednesday was the day i got to see my results. It's kind of sad as my GPA remained the same. ): I was still expecting 1 or 2 Ds but luckily it came none.

Last friday, i met up with Jieling & Weitieng the Huici, at Bugis. LOL, we had a great time on the train as we laughed like nodoby business. (:

5 more weeks to go! JIAYOU! :D

Look through the photos and realised that my curls really dropped alot compared to months ago. Start to think whether should i still stick to my idea of rebonding or remain like this. Any comments?

2009-09-21T00:45:00.005+08:00

Singapore is a "fine" country. Should we be happy or sad?

LOL, the reason why i would start with this issue was because i got to see someone got fined by the SMRT staff on the train ytdy night. He took a pokka can drink into the train. D was saying, "Quick, stand far away from me! Later we get fine too... bcos 'no hugging on train'. hahaha! " :D

I decided to update my blog was bcos everyone was asking and saying that my blog was dead. =x and my 'everytime' answer is " oh, too long never blog alr, not sure what to blog as too many things happened, be it good or bad. Dont know where to start from. =x " There's actually another reason, my blog looks okay when i viewed it with my laptop but when i viewed it with my bf's laptop, it seems to be out of alignment. Did you guys met the same problem? Let me know although i'm lazy to change. =x hahaha!

An unexpected reader, B asked me too. :D Okay, to make sure that B did not mistaken me with another girl, please check out facebook under the name "Juliana Chai" and i currently attached to UOL Group located at United Square. (:

Alright, link to attachment. I've been attached to UOL for 4 weeks. This coming week is the fifth week, 29 days. :D Another 5 more weeks to go. Initially, i was kind of busy doing all sort of paperworks until recently, I've more time to rest- daydreaming/eating snake. Maybe it's not a good thing too, time crawls and no motivation to go work anymore. However, i would say.. it's fun and i'm glad to get attached to UOL resi team. I got to touch on something new. In the past, i don't know and don't intend to know stuffs about "property", how does the interior of the condo looks like, how wonderful is a penthouse. Now i know all and i wished i owned one unit there. In the past, i don't read newspapers. Whenever D asked me or tell me a news, i'm like " Oh, is it? Oh, really ah" Now, i feel so knowledge-able. ;D

My predicted "Bad Day" is coming, this coming wednesday, releasing of results. =x

I'll be meeting my darlings soon! Lunch-ing together and also shopping~ ;D All times girls' favourite. (: We have not meet each other for ages. I missed the times we spent together like doing cookies tgt at huiru's house and thanks to all darlings.. for treating D and i like dogs and locked us up at the balcony. :D

I'm looking for clubbing kakis now. (: Bcos right now, my dear Ziying dying to go clubbing. hahas! Xinyi and Jieling~ on bo? start organise ba!! x)

Regarding my r/s: It's filled with ups and downs, hot and cold.

Alright, I shall end my post with 10 words. ;D
"I MUST START SAVING MONEY NOW BEFORE I DECLARE BANKRUPT!" :D

2009-05-22T22:21:00.016+08:00

UPDATE!!! :D

Alrights, no more amazing! (: LOL! Everyone have been complaining to me about this. =x

Last entry, i stopped at PGS. Ok, for those who dont know, i PASSED my PGS! (: Afterall, I'm still a good service provider. :D

I'm a Year Three student now. XD *Abit outdated luh, as i've started school like one month ago? :b* I decided to change my blogskins as i think my sister blog was nicer than mine. O.o

There are 4 more reports to rush for next week submission:

Entrepreneurship ICA2 report (Draft) - By Monday (25/5)
Public Relations Report - By Wednesday (27/5)
Call Centre Practical Script - By Thursday/Friday (28/5 or 29/5)
Entrepreneurship ICA1 report - By Monday (1/6)

Stressful~! No more holiday mood for us! However, i cant wait for term break to come. :D

Update 3 - I'm officially 20 years old on 15 May, no longer teen. ): How sad~! LOL!

14th May - Jieling, Shiyang, Xinyi and i went Waraku @ Hereen. Thanks alot for the treat! :D I treated Xinyi too as her belated birthday treats. (:

(First: Xinyi & Shiyang [Beef], Second: Jieling [Chicken] Third: Mine! [Pork?])

*Can you believe that one set costed $16.90 (GST & Sevice Charges not included yet)

For Xinyi & Shiyang sets consisted of Potato Salad, Pickles, Rice, Udon, Beef & you mixed the egg yourself.

For Jieling set consisted of Salmon, Tempura, Pickles, Rice, Chicken & Egg.
(Ziying, tempted? SALMON!!! XD)

For my set, consisted of Potato Salad, Pickles, Fried Pork?,Rice & Udon

15th May - When i was ironing my clothes before i went to school. My brother passed me a blue plastic bag & inside was a bag w/ price tag. XD He even volunteered to drive me to Lakeside MRT station. Birthday can really become a Queen.

After my lecture @ 3pm, i went Causeway Point to meet my Subway Colleagues. They had main course except me. I ate fries & birthday treat ( Firehouse Ice Cream).

Chit-Chatting for around 2 hours, i went off to meet D. @ Bishan Station and we headed down to City Hall tgt. My 3 darlings went last-minute present hunting and caused them to be late. D. had Long John Silver @ Marina Square while waiting for them. Not long after, D and i were deciding Swensen's or Changing Appetites. We decided Swensen's as they had more varieties. I had the birthday ice cream again. *I'm typical Singaporean =>Cheapo* I wrote this experience i had that day for my Best Service Encounter for my CRM report. (:

( First: Sherlyn Darling & I - [Crayfish Pasta] Second: Huiru Darling - [Vegetable Baked Rice] Third: HuiHuan Darling - [Teriyaki Chicken Pasta] Fourth: D. - [Seafood Baked Rice] Fifth: All of us - [ French Fries] )

*Make a Wish, Make a Wish!*
They sang birthday song to me. :D Thanks Darlings and D.!

D. bluffed me. When we're deciding what to order, he told me he wanna go toilet. Then i was like alright. WHO KNOWS! He came back with this Cute Mickey Mouse Balloon. XD

Dear got me Necklace & Ear Rings. (: *Jealousy kills* :D

Lastly, my darlings got me this! (:

There's more to come. However, i need to wait for my friend to send me the photographs. I'll talk about my birthday again in the next entry. (:

That's all folks. ciaos!

2009-03-25T23:59:00.003+08:00

AMAZING~! :D

I'm the EARLIEST to reach school today! XD i'm so proud~ hahahaha. Okay, it's bcos Danny went back home to get his laptop. That's why i have the chance to be the earliest.

When we're doing the project, Wanqi got super high when she listened to 撑腰 by 罗志祥. BOOM YEAH BOOM~! XD She can actually sing along with it & she superb happy luh! HO MY GOD! I cannot stop laughing at her... I ended up d/l-ing songs and file transfer songs to her. :D CS and PM projects killed my new brain cells~! arghhhh...Life so boring! Everyday waking up at 8am and go school for project meetings. I need a break~!!! & have a Kit-Kat.. :)

Anyway, i just got home from movie with shuyee & edwin. We watched "Confessions of a Shopaholic". I pretty like this show. XD

I received a call saying that my PGS will be on April 8 2009 at 3pm. Must be in formal and bring along my handphone. WOW~ i really dont know how should i react to this. Stressful? lols! But i've Wanqi with me... Both of us same timing & date. :D

GOOD LUCK TO ALL MY FRIENDS TAKING PGS~! (:

2009-03-24T20:09:00.003+08:00

Recently i'm very sad! ):

D. changed his phone to Samsung F480. I've been seeing people using this phone and i think the pink is nice. Now, D. is using it too. Arghhhh, i want to change phone again~!!!! >.<>

Recently have been going school for project. ): Next Monday and Tuesday have to go school for presentation. Stress sia~!

& i'm having financial crisis luh~! Maybe not me, is both of us! =x D. and me. That's very bad ehh.. We must learn how to manage our cash liao. Today is our FIRST day of managing our cash. Hmmm, i still thought of committing myself with the AIA consultant about the saving plan, but i think i got to postpone this idea. Just received a call from Singtel, they asked me to clear my full payment by 26 March, which i think it's abit impossible. BOO! I'll start working hard now and i really mean WORK! XD "I CAN DO IT!" (:

*opps! i'm making D. emo-ing with me now. hahahaha!

2009-03-22T18:44:00.003+08:00

I'M HAVING ONE WEEK OF PROJECT WEEK NOW! (:

However, Monday and Tuesday i got to go school for project meeting for Customer Service and Project Management project respectively. & i have to be in school by 10am!!! HO my god! all bcos of danny that healthy guy. -.- To think again, both CS and PM project groups were chosen by drawing lots & i'm so unlucky that, both groups.. i'm with danny.. -.- LOLS!

Before this project week, i'm mugging hard for my ICA(S)...

Last Monday was PM ICA1. I studied till 4 plus in the morning & after the paper, i think it's useless as i cant remember anything. I dont think i'll be doing well for the paper.
Last Thursday was my CS ICA2 where we have to come out with scenarios & role-play it out. I like my group - Wanqi and Danny. (: w/o them , i think i gonna be emo-kid already. We joked, played around and we never serious before. BUT, during the actual role-play, all our faces were so serious and trying very hard to think what we going to say/do next. Overall, i think CS ICA2 should be okay.
Last Friday, I took my PM lab test. Frankly speaking, it's an easy paper. XD i think everyone felt so. :D

I wonder did Wanqi pass her BTT... LOLS! Last friday, looking at her reading and doing the trial test for her BTT made me have the urge of taking the test too.. :D

I'll try to blog often as i promised Joanna that i'll blog for her. (: Huiru said that it's time to clean up the spider webs growing on my blog. hahahas! I think Huiru and i gonna silent break soon~! I MUST MEET HER OFTEN luh!!! We're having communication breakdown already & recently, she have been spending more time on other darlings... LOLLLL!!

I'e been facebook-ing the whole day. There goes my boring sunday.
Level 25 (pet's society), i'm coming!!! :D

2009-03-09T21:36:00.003+08:00

TIRED! >.<

I had my Customer Service ICA1 - (20%) today. D. is worse than my mum. He kept on asking me to study for my test, so naggy! :D Monday will be Project Management ICA1 and it's 40%. Awesome right, i know! Actually, i dont know how i gonna pass the paper when i'm wasnt paying attention in her class.

Oh yeah! Today when we were doing the paper, i super malu la! -.- My stomach made noises again. It's not one time, but MANY MANY TIMES! & GK Lee was like just standing near me. I dont even dare to look up luh! I kept staring at the paper though i'm thinking "did she hear it? Any people heard it? " While waiting for the time to reach 930, i kept on flipping my paper so that it can cover the noise coming out from my stomach. Arghhhh, MALU! =x

Recently, I had been spending time with D. as he will be working for the IT fair on the 12-15 March. I scared he sad la, that's why. :D

What i can say is that i got no fate with Chomp Chomp la. Last Thursday, initially wanted to go Chomp x2 for dinner, in the end we changed to Grapevine because of my HuiRu,Darling. & We met a rat running across the place. -.-Last Saturday, supposed to dinner at Chomp Chomp with his friends but we changed to Astons as Chomp x2 was packed with people. ):

I'm stone-ing alone at mac now while waiting for D. to end his ELDC. Movie-ing and dinner-ing together later on. He 4 days cannot meet me, dont cry ah.. wahahahaha! XD

2009-02-28T02:59:00.002+08:00

WOW! i'm finally back to my blog. -.-

A house without internet really cannot make it. You will feel that you're so outdated. ha~!
I'll decided to blog today because that pig slept before me and occupied the whole bed! -.- And now, i got to find things to do to entertain myself. I've played games in facebook, msn-ing, blog-hopping and now hop to my own blog. xD

Just caught a movie, Marley & Me. The ending was sad~!

hmmm, my two weeks holidays ending sooon~.. ):
Worst, i'm different class with my ELDC darlings~! All of them are in Class 1 and i'm in class 2. How sad! i'll miss them alot. I'm missing my invisible group leader too - MR. DA NIU/DA NIAO! I must really arrange a time for lunch/dinner every week. (:

2008-12-20T04:42:00.001+08:00

OH SHARKS! XD

Currently, i'm coping my neighbur's internet access. xP It's kind of bored when there's no internet at home and the best part... i was on half shift which means i'll be back home around 2 plus to 3 after lunch with my partner, Amanda!!

I'M BACK TO SCHOOL and no more "GOOD MORNING! THANK YOU FOR CALLING UOB." (: Everyday have to face the computer working on flash doing animation from 8:30am to 1pm. Oh and my tutor very good at self-entertaining but he's funny. LOL! I'll be having 5 weeks of morning shift instead of alternate. -.- During this 2 weeks of training, our team need to produce a flash out next friday for group and self-intoduction. *lame shit* What i usually did in class was sending emails to Amanda using yahoo! Omg, i love their templates, it's damn cool! I'll search for nice templates and treat it like msn although she's just sitting beside me as we're in the same team. LOL!

Look what i've drew. (: *To be honest, actually it was traced out =x

I went NP "Danzation" on friday together with shuyee and ziying and i saw Xinyi there too. (: Omg, her hair! But it's nice. =p Ok, I think the music was loud and it's great! It's entertaining and the dancers was dope. The only "no" for me was their hall's seats, it's big but i still preferred the one in NYP. Of course, i went for FB Production 2008 on the 13th Dec too. The seat in NYP allows you to see the whole stage without blocking by people's heads and other obstacles. However, at NP, we got to sit on the stairs in order to watch without blocked by anything. There was one song we heard and the three of us thought of the same person which was Jacky who did the beatbox for NYP-foreign bodies. DOPE!!! XD And yes, i got to say.... FB production 2008 was superb!

Have a nice weekends,everyone!
Ciaos~!

2008-12-06T20:36:00.002+08:00

I'm currently having mac as dinner while using wireless@sg to blog and save some stuffs for my reports. How pathetic right, all because of my clever brother go cancel the wireless internet access when i need it the most. I've tried the whole afternoon to search for kind neighbour to let me steal his/her network but obviously.... i failed. LOL! All the network all locked! -.-

4 MORE DAYS TO GO! I'll be leaving UOB call centre soon! Watching the new batch of interns coming for training every morning, i just felt so excited as this also means that we're leaving. I really cannot imagine, it's like still the first week at UOB but in fact we've been complaining about UOB for 8 weeks already.

These few days going to be busy days for me. Tmrw my relatives coming to my house to warm my house as my clever mother came out of this idea of organising a house warming as monday is a public holiday. BUT WRONG TIMING!!! It is because i need this few days to rush for my two reports and great i've spent my whole saturday clearing all the mess and tidy and house to prepare for tmrw. -.- It's a bad timing for my sister too. It was because she's busy shifting her office from pandan loop to tuas south. I think by time i go back to school, i looks like ten years older. XD

Oh yes, yesterday i was being forced to play pool again. -.- What worst, i had heavy supper after that at Holland Village Crystal Jade. 这样是不对的哦！=o It's such a tiring day.

Everyone enjoy your long weekends~! weeeee~
Bye folks~

2008-11-30T02:38:00.007+08:00

GOOD NEWS YO!

I've found myself a new boyfriend! He's from Korea and his name is Park Yong-Ha. His photo can be found at my side bar. LOLS! Let me 发花痴。I got to know him when i'm switching channel and oh my god, he caught my attention. Wahahahah! The reason why he got my attention was because he look like someone i know. (: the feeling and the looks, 100% alike man!

Here comes the Sunday because the next day is a boring Monday. BORING~! -.- haha! Somehow when i think it in another way, it make me feel so excited. I left with 8.5 days more for my internship at UOB, the next batch of interns will be having their interview on the 3rd of Dec. GOD BLESS YOU! You guys better pray hard that you screwed up the interview.Errrr, no! Even you screwed up the interview you will still get selected by them like me.
-.- Yes, You all should showed that your worst attitude ever and show no interest to them, if not.... You will regret! I've give my warning. hahahahaha!

Thinking back, i've survived this 7 weeks there because i've met nice friends there, to joke with me and most importantly endure together. After 9 weeks, we will not be hearing the deep and low "as in" voice again, no longer walking around to search for available TL or OIC for help. It's kind of sad though. I'm wondering will i miss UOB after i left for my next stopover. However, i still wished to get it over as i had enough of working full day! Every morning like "walking zombie" and i woke up only after 6pm. XD

There's one more thing i need to worry about is my REPORTS! I need to get it started soon. The dateline is approaching. =O I need to get my study partner to go CC and rush our reports soon~! XD

My mummy having PMS today, "as in" she wants me to sleep now.
Goodnight folks.

2008-11-24T23:50:00.002+08:00

Monday blues!
It was a busy day for me! 头大! which i dont really like it!
Just felt like i lost all my judgement on stuffs and screwed up everything today. BOO!
I'm thinking how blur can i go today.
probably it might due to lack of sleep last night. grrrrrrr!
Just felt very bad today. Just hope tmrw will be a better day.

Thanks people who supported me for my personal selling! Loveyou guys esp my bestie ziying who gave in her full support and also Not forgetting the pears. XD

2008-11-20T21:29:00.001+08:00

I LOVE KRYSTL LA!!!
after reading her email, she made my day man! (:
MY VERY FIRST CUSTOMER! XD

2008-11-19T21:05:00.002+08:00

HI GUYS! I'M HERE TO SAY THAT....
MY BLOG IS STILL NOT DEAD~! HAHAHA!
JUST THAT..... I'M TOO LAZY.. -.-
and there's too much things to talk about and i dont know where to start.
XD

2008-09-15T13:02:00.002+08:00

From a 2-3 days temp was extended to nearly a month of temp. Should i feel happy or sad?
Think the most happy person will be my sister. There's someone accompanying her to work every morning. What so fun about work?

-The fun part is when you took out the calculator and... press the no. of hours you had worked X the amount per hour XD

2008-09-05T12:36:00.002+08:00

yawns! as what i msn nick stated.
MIA for soooo long and now i'm making use of my lunch break to blog. (:
Today, woke up at 7.30am and left for work together with my sister.
My job is to call the company's account receivables that might need them to change the credit bank to DBS and filled up the form and print out. When it's still early, i'll do some filing.
So, you should know what the other people mean by the word "BORING".
But, MONEY $$$ makes my world goes round. Why? Because the pay here is high, compared to the under-pay SUBWAY.

Tmrw, my BOYFRIEND will be on tv! whOooooo!
Stay tune on channel U at 9pm. XD
i cant wait, i cant wait. hahahaha!

alright, it's 1pm now. no more snake-ing.
BACK TO WORK. -.-

2008-08-24T16:48:00.008+08:00

USA ROCK MY HOUSE! XD
KOBE BRYANT, my number 10!
They won GOLD medal today. hahahahaha!
oh, how can i not mention about our Team Singapore?
FENG TIAN WEI AND LI JIA WEI! xD

Friday was our last paper! The moment that we had been wishing for had come. xD
No more spending hours at CC, SY! (:
That week was terrible!
When my body failed on me with all the headache and i seriously dont know what's wrong with my stomach that when you stand up straight or press, it hurts like hell!
My body gave me a feeling that i would die if i still dont sleep.
All the late nights like sleeping at 3 waking up at 5am.
But i got no confidence for good results this time. ):
Those papers were like getting hopeless and hopeless each day.

Party or Studying?

Mugging..

"Things will never be the same anymore"
This time, there's no fireworks for me. Not even one, or maybe once?
On Saturday, i'm with my love one again but this time it's with my mum! (:
I had breakfast, new house cleaning and i went jp and movie with her.
I'm shutting-down and not hibernating already.
I want back my healthy body.

"我要把他给戒掉。" XD
Quote from 梦幻情侣 [:

2008-08-13T22:20:00.005+08:00

i shall let the picture do the talking.

振作 are the words. (:

Btw, today is the Left Hand Day. (heard from FM98.7) Although i dont know what's that all about.
But, i'm proud that i'm a left-handed! XD
random, i know. ha!

2008-08-12T23:16:00.002+08:00

I dont know what's wrong with me today. I just feeling so down.

What should i do? Which way should i go?

The left, center or the right path?

Anyone there?

i left with less then 2 days to study, but yet.... i still cant find my study mood.
I guess i really gonna flunk my papers very badly this time round.

2008-08-10T22:41:00.003+08:00

北京欢迎你！XD

I used to think "Oooh, Beijing Olympics lo, it wont affect me also"

But now, Beijing Olympics quite annoying lah!

I've spent most of the time infront of the television when i tune to Channel U.

I've watched Women's Synchronised 3m Springboard, Gymnastics Rhythmic(Women), Volleyball(Women), Beach Volleyball (Men), Women's Soccer, Women's hockey. LOL!

I haven't start my revison. I gonna see how ugly i going to die this time.

Just came back from my new house. I went to help them with the painting and cleaning. -.-

Sooo tired~

My thought :

"It's August, but it's not going to be the same anymore"

2008-08-09T22:08:00.013+08:00

What came into your mind when you see this?

As for me: -

"Ma-meeeee~, It's Overrrrr~!" (:

What Over?

ABOUT SCHOOL

1. Hiphip Hooooorray! (: Friday was the last day of school of the semester.

Which also means, semestral examinations are coming real soon. My first paper which is like.. next week? =.=

This was taken after our Retail presentation [:
(Actually,we took quite long to realise it.)

2. My jap class had ended, thursday was the last lesson. Feeling quite sad actually. How great if we can continue taking this elective till the end of year 3.

ABOUT WORK

3. Today it's my last day of work and i'll be away for my study break. xD

Due to public holiday, today there's breakfast crowd. Because breakfast "cheap cheap". 4 of us start work at 7am (though i'm late). ha! Oh, guess my boss was despo for staff, he employed Chee-nas which i dont understand why. I really amazed that he actually willing to employ Chee-nas who dont even understand English. (His standard usually quite high) *Shocking* He employed three philipinos too. They love to joke around but they're weird in some way. OH, KRYSTL AND I STILL NOT PAID YET. for your info, it's for the month of JULY! -.-

4. It's coming to the end of Singapore's birthday which means my public holiday coming to an end too. ): In other words, war is going to start soon. -.-

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On the 080808, 3 NYP girls went AMK hub after lecture instead of going to where they wanted to go. They headed to NTUC Extra as they got influenced by their classmates (who already prepared 45 numbers to draw) and they decided to try their luck for the "080808 TOTO $8M Draw!". It's their first time buying TOTO for the 3 of them. When they are q-ing, they read the instructions but they still dont understand. One uncle who are q-ing infront of them keeping turning behind and looked at them. They found out and began to make stories like "mummy not free, ask us to buy." LOL!

In the end, they decided to ask the uncle how to play. The uncle at first asked them not to play and ask whether were are they above 18 years old. After knowing that, they're legal for it, he started teaching what "System 7 for 7 numbers, 6 numbers, 50 cents what minimum $1". When they were talking, their volume not soft lo, all the people who are q-ing were looking at them. Fianlly, they bought the numbers they wanted and off they go for their next destination. NOOB! xD

And Yes, i'm one of the Noobies. xD hahahahahahah!

Best part, one of the noobies send us wrong TOTO numbers result! HAHAHAHAH! She sent us 04082008 toto results. But i like the result compared to 080808 as i win 3 numbers compared to none. =x

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Oh, i've tried Alastair's driving skill. Not bad, i'm still here blogging about this and not somewhere else. XD hahahahaha! Ok la, it's safe! I no need to buy insurance. [: Really feel DAMN good when there's license and CAR luh! So convenience!

Phrase in mind:
" Things aren't the same anymore"

2008-08-05T23:36:00.004+08:00

I feel that i've not been online for very long. xP But not that bad, at least i knew there's someone waiting. muahahaha! true anot, i dont know. LOL! Actually, i'm not really alone hur. (:

Guess what, I prepared dinner on Monday for my family. hahahahha! even my dad was surprised!
His comment was: " You know how to cook ahh, I thought you only know how to eat." -.-
My sister: " I wanna take photo of you cooking already, so RARE! " =.=

GKLEE called me up when i was at Yishun today. She say she was going through our report and she gave us zero for our target segment and she found out that we actually had one page missing. I rushed to lab to get the soft copy and get it printed up and submitted to her before 2pm. Phewwwww~! Running here and there. She told us, she will have to read or report again. But overall, she's a good teacher! (:
To think again, at first i still dont intend to pick up the call as it's unknown number to be. Maybe was those people asking me whether i can go for work. But, i recalled when i'm in Jap lesson, my teacher told us NYP numbers all start with 6550-XXXX .. so, i thought might be annie tan or whatever teacher calling up to talk about my marketing management attendance. But out of surprise, it's GKLEE. xD

phrase in mind:

"time bring it away"

2008-08-02T04:25:00.007+08:00

"Because i had a bad day

I'm taking one down

I'm playing a sad song just to turn it around."

I can sense that my August gonna be very bad along the way. Why do i said so?

The first day of August, i'm being locked outside my house for 1.5 hours, which means, i've been knocking and pressing the doorbell without failed for nearly one hour. Just when i've gave up, took out my MP3 to listen and decided to wait for my dad to come back from work around 4am or 5am. Maybe it's telepathy? My mum opened the door. I was like "aaaa? how you know i'm outside? hahahaha" But my mum first sentence was:"you know who staying beside us anot? ( A group of Indian Men)" When i told my friends, they started to ask.. why you dont want to call. Because my phone battery dies on me when i'm in sch already.

Woke up late, Business Law tutorial at 12pm. I woke up at 11am, which was the timing i supposed to leave house for school. Yeah, i made the decision of cab-ing to school and this decision of mine costed me $16.30. Finally, i reached school early (for this time only).

During break, we decided to check our attendance at the library and HOW GREAT! i've found out that... i've UNDER-ESTIMATED the percentage. My marketing management percentage was 88. ?? % and i tot one tutorial the most deduct 3%. But guess what, my percentage dropped to 83. ??% ! The first thing that came into my mind was "HOLY SHIT!" damn! i really under-estimated it. I decided to skip tutorial when i reached school late and spent the time at school library. ooookay, what i can do now is wait and wait and wait. Wait for the shit to drop down from the sky to see whether i got debar from examination anot.

I went to find Annie Tan after my lecture. Ooookay, she told me alot of things and this is when... i started to worry. What she told me really make me got the word "STRESS" IN MY MIND. HAHAHA, it's abit too late. What she said affected my mood for the rest of my day, and i really gave that hard-stare to the customers who ask for more LETTUCE! more this more that.. but the keyword is LETTUCE! When i heard more LETTUCE please, i'll become very impatient. i dont know why, but this always happen. And krystl and i are still not paid yet while others already got their pay like few days ago.

oooh ya, my last thing. I DONT KNOW WHAT THE HELL I'M DOING THIS WHOLE WEEK! i seriously think that my brain or one part of my heart had die on me. All my presentations this week wasnt up to my acceptance standard. IT'S ALL VERY BADLY DONE. i'm very disappointed with myself.

Phrase in my mind:

"爱过你"

SHIT!

2008-07-26T04:05:00.005+08:00

At first, i still thought Krystl must be joking with me. Hence, the moment i met her today at Woodlands, i asked her for my lego. She asked me to wait and asked me am i really that stress. Ha! When we board bus 187 heading to Bukit Panjang Plaza, she gave me this wrapped present. Thanks man! So touched, can~!!!! lol! We had dinner at Long John Silver before we head to work. Work was pretty alright today, time flies.Although both of us talking to wall again. -.- i want my study breakkkkk ......!

Today i was late for my business law tutorial. As usual, Weitieng and I got asked to answer question again. We cant run away which i also dont know why. If there's a chance, i'll surely ask him why and i'll tell him "ilu". LOL! (i guess only Jieling and Weitieng who train-ed home together with me will know what this means) xD

EFMA ICA3 was a disaster for me. i TIKAM through the whole paper. May god bless me now. xD That's the result of not spending time to study it beforehand.

I just finished the Jap conversation with Shuxian in MSN. I just realised speak in Jap is easier than typing in Jap.

I love my mummy! This morning, i realised that the water heater was spoilt. Hence, i had to use the water that my mum just boiled to shower. After a long day of work, when i stepped in the house... My mum asked me to go shower, she had boiled the water for me already. Awwwww, thanks so much! (: Mum(s) always the best! Don't you agree?

Alright, time for me to hit the sacks. My dad gonna non-stop hits already (nag non-stop). LOL!

2008-07-25T00:42:00.004+08:00

It's my Sister's birthday. Oookay, i got her a cake. (She got me nothing.)

There's one saying: "如果没有这么大的头就不要带这么大的帽子。"
I think it's sound damn true. If you know you cannot handle, don't promise.
In the end, it's just one sided story. HAHAHAH! Right~!
Super fed-up, just feel like throwing out everything here.
Retail Report Deadline and EFMA ICA3. tsk!
And there's school, which means.. there's BUSINESS LAW TUTORIAL.
awwww, i cant skip anymore. My attendance was like 86.3% already. =x

Today, one presentation down and that's why i set my second. (:

First: HP :)

Second: D X)

I went for my jap lesson and my せんせい super cute today.

Scenario One
(when she's going through the paper she gave us)
ZH: Cher, where are you ah?
せんせい: i'm in the classroom.
(everyone started laughing! xD)
せんせい: sorry, my english not good. heeheehee~

Scenario Two
せんせい: what is えんぴつ (pencil) ?
girl: Pen
せんせい: huh?
girl: Cil
せんせい: you call me sir?

Scenario Three
(When she going through the counting of storey for building)
girl: Teacher, yours?
せんせい: I got no storey.
Whole class: WOW! Rich~! xD
girl: Chinese new year we go your house ah! (:
せんせい: Market price how much? XD (giving angbao action)

I LOVE MY せんせい LA! I love my jap class too! There's always jokes. Fun~!

ooookay, i need to go chiong for my EFMA alr. I wonder what time i'll finished practising. -.-

PHRASE IN MIND:
"not now, not in future"

さようなら。